Some of you may be wondering why I have had such a shift in thoughts & lack of posts.
Simply put, I am enjoying life to it's fullest & if I have time to blog I do, if I don't well it's the least of my worries.
It was a year ago that I fell into a major depression. It was a first for me, not the depression part, I have been battling that for YEARS. I know that I will always take a pill to help regulate my brian's chemical balance. I am okay with that. BUT this major depression thing threw me for a loop. I lost 20+ pounds in 2 weeks because nothing tasted good & what I did force myself to eat didn't stay in my system for long. I would want to sleep all day & then at night I couldn't sleep a lick. It was HORRIBLE.
People were looking at me like I had grown a second head & avoiding me because they didn't know how to handle what was going on. It was one of the loneliest times of my life - I know now that I wasn't completely alone even tho it felt like it. God was always there - I just lost that connection, but you know what is wonderful - He never left me. He stood by me & made sure I made it through this trial - I may of been a little rough around the edges, but I made it.
In the next month or so, as I have time, I probably will be posting a little more about depression & medicine & why education is sooo very imortant for everyone that is involved in the person's life.