the hole is closing in again. I am catching myself crying all the time. Yesterday I was sitting at my desk at work with tears streaming down my face for no reason. People who I talk daily with on the phone were like what is wrong Mary, and I really had no answer. All I want to do is sleep again, I am in bed by 9p, sound asleep, then I wake at 1a (sorta like how I was in June). Lord, please help me from hitting bottom.